lazy days are starting to annoy me

seriously, till the middle of June I was really busy and I always thought, that I can't wait till all of this will be over and I will be able to sleep till midday. Yeah. Been sleeping till midday all last week and I feel so bad about it. It feels like I'm wasting my summer away and summer is literally going to end so soon! uhh! And those freaking dreams! Third night in a row a friend of mine dies in my dreams. WTF IS GOING ON. ohh, and I researched what my dreams mean. I checked 3 words and all of those meant "humiliation". ://